My Husband Doesn’t Always Feel He Is “Doin’ Good”. Truth Is: He Is Amazing!

My Husband Doesn’t Always Feel He Is “Doin’ Good”. Truth Is: He Is Amazing!  I know first hand what it feels like when you think you are not “Doin’ Good” as a parent.  As a Mom of 6, it’s something that I battle with often; but I see that my Husband also has that problem; or fear. In his eyes, because we live paycheck to paycheck at times, it’s a reflection of him not doing his best for us.  Truth of the matter is, he does an amazing job!

My Husband Doesn't Always Feel He Is "Doin' Good". Truth Is: He Is Amazing!

My Husband Doesn’t Always Feel He Is “Doin’ Good”. Truth Is: He Is Amazing!

 

Parents are doing better than they think!
These days, the demands and pressures of everyday life are very high. Keeping up with a job, a home and everything else that goes on in life can leave parents feeling imperfect – like they can’t be the mom or dad they want to be. But the truth is, most parents are doing much better than they think.

When we met, we each had a child, and in the span of 16 years of Marriage:
We have had a total of 6 kids, 15 years in the US Navy, and 6 Deployments. Helping take care of the kids and I when I was in and out of the hospitals for multiple medical emergencies or bed-rest.  To be honest, life came at us very fast,  and it has definitely been a non-stop adventure.

We knew each other for two months before we were married, his first deployment came two months after, and during his deployment, we found out we were pregnant with our first child together.  We have had many ups and downs, but it’s what has shaped our entire Family.  It’s been a wonderful story-in-the-making.

 

My Husband Doesn’t Always Feel He Is “Doin’ Good”. Truth Is: He Is Amazing!

 

My Husband has been medically retired from the Navy for 4 years now due to severe PTSD, and though that was one of the hardest hits he ever took, he picked himself back up and got a job.  He has had the same job for the 4 years we have lived here in New York, and he has done a great job of always providing for our Family.  If you ask him how he is doing as a Father, he always answers in a similar way: “I’m not doing as good as I should”, “I could be doing better”, “I wish I could be doing better”.  Same pattern, he just doesn’t feel he is doing his best.

Now, if you ask me, the kids, and anyone who knows him; we all say the same thing.  He is a great Father and Husband.
This is a guy that became a Father to my 4-year-old son from the instant he met him, has loved him unconditionally. He has gone on 6 Deployments, and has always made sure we were taken care of.  During my many long stays in the hospitals, he has not only continued to go to work, but he has also wrangled all 6 of the kids on his own. As my health continues to go downhill, he may mumble at times (because no one is perfect), but he still always takes care of me. He comes home from work, he cooks dinner every night for our Family, and he also does laundry.  He continues to give me little gifts, surprises me with my favorite desserts, and still does not feel he is doing a great job.  #SomePeopleAreJustHardHeaded

My Husband Doesn't Always Feel He Is "Doin' Good". Truth Is: He Is Amazing!

This last October, our Family suffered a horrible week, on Tuesday the kids and I were in a horrible car crash (liability only, so our car was totaled), Wednesday our house was broken into and everything from my home office and online store were stolen (no renter’s insurance), and on Friday our house (rental) caught on fire (no renter’s insurance).  In a span of 4 days, we literally lost every material possession we owned.  This Man was our Rock, though I saw him break down when he thought I was asleep.  He supported us, encouraged us, and carried us through all of this.  When we got to move back into the rental, we had nothing, he supported me in my decision to go back to work after 16 years. He heard my crying everyday about how much I hated being away from the kids, he supported me and told me to quit. After a lot of thinking about it, I made the decision to quit and pursue my Blogging full-time again, he supported me 100% and cheered me on.  He continues to help me, the kids, and everyone; at the drop of a dime.

So, this Father’s day post, I am dedicating to a great guy, an awesome friend, a wonderful Husband, an amazing Father; William A.

My Husband Doesn't Always Feel He Is "Doin' Good". Truth Is: He Is Amazing!
For our 16 yr anniversary, he took the entire Family out to dinner & a movie, because he knows it’s what we ALL love to do 😉